fighting the storm, into the blue and when I lose myself I think of you
( 1:15 AM )
Thursday, August 20, 2009
despite being horrified about the lizard intrusion into my carefully protected room, im still in the mood to blog this
was surfing around when i saw this! taken from http://lovelylinguist.tumblr.com
omg soo cute! PINCH PINCH :D
( 11:54 PM )
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
a random thought, i am puzzled when novels/poems have sentences like "i can vividly remember the smell of her hair" or shirt, or blanket, or hands, or anything that can have scents
is it just me, but how the hell do you recall a smell in its absence! so it might be possible to remember that it smells good/bad, endorphin-releasing or puke-inducing, but how can you vividly remember how something smells like without it being around? teach me leh
muscles aching insanely from yesterday's pt. the back the front the sides especially the back homg.
almost blurted out what i meant to say
nothing makes sense, stare at the ground i hear my voice in my head when no one else is around
( 11:58 PM )
Thursday, August 13, 2009
AYE! i forgot about the meteor shower tonight! or rather yesterday night. argghh. shower leh! i havent even seen ONE shooting star before. ohnoooo. ok its not like i can see from here la, but stillllll. hurhur!
( 1:20 AM )
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
going overseas to study is the IN thing now hur i also wantttttttt
ohwells.
tuesdays fridays saturdays are gonna be black. other days too, but those blacker. like black hole black. like dull, dark, lacking hue, in the absence of light, depressing, wicked, brings-me-down kind of black. BLACK. sigh.
zzomg i hear cricket(s) outside the window. it sounds too near
and your thoughts have taken their toll when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
( 11:52 PM )
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
first day of school turned out to be everything i dread about at least the first half of it
the light reflection from your handphone screen is flickering at me
tired is good.
( 11:15 PM )
Thursday, August 06, 2009
horrors! found out the windows in okr cannot be closed tight. i need my windows to be closed tight zomg. also found a condom under my bed. hm. what a totally not disgusting way of disposing used condoms to remind future occupants of where the bed have been.
in the cupboard, on top of the mirror theres a faint mark of some words in huge font, and apparently not very precise handwriting. but i managed to figure it wrote "I'm ready for a change". as i read it out to myself i felt like, a mild puff of wind. like in movies where a random earthquake or gust of wind would signify the start of magical/weird things taking place. just that in my case, its just a mild puff of air. very dramatic lah. but damn right, i am ready for a change. in a good way hor please
i used to believe in fate, no coincidences. now i believe in both
( 11:19 PM )
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
huh i know everything happens for a reason but is this good or bad
thanks for the wake up call. realization struck, its like indigestion, and very depressing somewhat motivating though. but mostly just depressing
RAAAAHH
( 12:46 AM )
Monday, August 03, 2009
checked in into okr, the room feels like a small sad cell, in a cold dark corner. and my door is like only 17cm away from my neighbor's. i will measure the exact distance someday, but its really close.
bouldered, feels kinda good, even though the mojo's supposed to be gone. but i guess its not all about the mojo.
affect, behavior and cognition have been inexplicable lately like searching for things just so i can run away from it and its not pms.
you can pray for sunny weather but that won't stop the rain
( 11:00 PM )
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i cna tpye 300 wrods pre mniuet.
i tried sniffing coke once but the ice cubes got sucked into my nose.
i am an angel, the horns are just there to keep the halo straight.
